break you
This isn't an attempt to plead
Only to watch you bleed
I saw you fall on your own words
That were once convincing
But contradict the truths surrounding you
The other words of cold black tongue
You spoke to weaker ones
Prey on others as I limp in your trap
It was all set in play at first sight
First touch
First kiss
First time I fucked deep inside you
But I was only fucking myself
Penetrating a dream, a deluded fantasy
Turned into screams holding onto survival
Surviving the self doubt
Only became more doubtful
As you tread so beneath me
Beneath the surface of my smile
Reflected yours perceived such denial
I walked away
Fled from your calls for many nights and many days
But you kept searching for me deeper
Until I gave into the sparkling shimmer
Cast out of my hermit ways
Only to give, to show you everything
Until you were threw with your game
Now I am in shackles of my own depression
Regression into the mind set of this negative surface
Hide myself under blankets, blackness is all I want to see
I can see movements and color in the shadows
Creeping into my mind, slithering like the reptilian coward you are
As you find comfort in another coward
Like a jewish girl giving into the aryan nation
You have no true loyalty, no cause, no righteousness for justification
You only justify your lies
And silence all those many cries
To hurt the innocents like you were once a victim
Lashing out a punishment for something you can never reclaim
A lost love, a lost hope that has slipped away
You see yourself looking over everyone
Looking down on the ones you have plagued with your deceitful disease
But I am reaching up, getting taller
I will look down on you and tower
Corner you and the coward you hide into
Bash his skull and slit your throat
Give you something to smile about
Break free from the emotional contusions
Battered invisible scars I will always carry around
There will be the day where I will fit you into this noose
Destroy everything and everyone around
There will come a day where I will break you....
~george ray
